Floating Human Head
Sometimes when things happen which you can't explain, you just put them on the side and try to forget about them. You pretend as long as you can that they never happened. Other times when strange things are happening and they don't want to go just like that, you keep on pondering them in an attempt to make a sense of them. Eventually if you find someone else who has had experienced similar experiences or you feel some relief. You feel even better when you finally have some understanding of the events.
I will tell you few of my experiences, but before I do, I'd like to mention that I neither drink alcohol not take any mind-altering drugs. On the other hand, I do meditate a lot and as a result of meditation and refining of subtle senses, over the years I have become more aware of subtle changes in energy around me. The events I am about to mentioned happened long time ago, before I could normally see or feel things that I do now.
The first experience happened about a week after I delivered a child. I was alone in the house with a baby. My husband at the time was in the army. I woke up in the middle of the night and opened my eyes. There on the pillow next to mine, where my head was resting I saw a human head standing upright. No body, just the head from the neck up. It was a head of a man who I estimated was about 35 years old. The head was not of flesh and blood - it was sort of transparent, made out of light substance, yet there was enough substance in it that I could distinguish its features clearly. There was nothing ominous looking about that head. The man was just peacefully looking at me - yet I wanted to scream from fright, but no sound would come out of me. I felt paralyzed from fear - not because there was anything frightening in what I saw, but because this was not supposed to be happening. It was not normal. To me, it was beyond strange. I was blinking and blinking and blinking hoping that the next time I open my eyes the head will have vanished, but it was still there. The man had no intention to frighten me. More than anything else to me he seemed simply curious. He just kept peacefully looking at me. Eventually, the head was gone. As soon as I could see it no more, I turned up all the lights in the house. At least I figured if I can't see anything glowing in the dark, it's not there.
That was not the end of that story, though. I never saw that head again, but from the following day and for the next week or so, there was a cube floating in my apartment next to the ceiling. It was the same size as the head was and made out of the same stuff. This didn't bother me though. I found the floating cube far less disturbing than a floating human head. I interpreted it as less threatening. The cube was just floating basically in one place, so I got used it and for the most part didn't pay any attention. It was out of my conscious awareness most of the time.
Few days after the cube appeared a friend came to visit me. Strangely enough, the first thing he noticed right from the door was the floating cube. It was visible even in plain broad daylight. He asked me what it was. I just laughed and said I didn't know. I just added that it has been making me company for a few days and that I thought that it was a trick my mind was playing upon me. At first, my friend was walking around the apartment looking for some possible explanation, for a source from which this light might be reflecting and when he found none, he became frightened and ran out of my apartment.
It was 20 years later that I saw some pictures of "spirit orbs". At first, when I saw them, I didn't think much about them - as they could've been anything. After all, people like to play practical jokes and do all sorts of tricks with pictures. But then, the old memory came back and I noticed that the stuff out of which these spirit orbs are made looks exactly the same as the stuff from which that floating head and cube were made. I still don't know who the man was and what the cube was - it only occurred to me that this energetic entity didn't want to frighten me and wanted to stick around me a little bit longer so it changed shape into a cube, so that I wouldn't feel alarmed.
Spirit Releasement Experience
and Learning to Love
My first encounter with spirit releasement was before I knew pretty much anything about it. At the time I was attending a 3-month course for Private Investigation. I spent the night in a car with a young man with whom I went for a friendly dinner and who after the dinner kept me a prisoner in his car till the bright morning. He was hoping that his persistence will charm my heart and make me fall in love with him. I couldn't wait to be permanently rid of him.
After this sleepless night I went to school. There were many times in my life that I haven't slept during the night and nothing strange happened during the day, but this time I was having hallucinations as I forced myself to stay awake in the class. I would look at my notebook and see images of people, drawn in pastel colors, changing rapidly in different costumes worn few centuries ago. When I lifted my eyes to look at the instructor, I'd see tiny black dots on his face. Classes were gratefully over in 4 hours and since I felt like I couldn't stand on my feet, I asked a friend from the class if he could give me a ride home.
He was happy to oblige and to my surprise when he came with me up the stairs, he took with him from his car a pack with 24 beers. He said it was to celebrate his first visit to my place.
At the time I was renting a room on the third floor in a three-floor house. Since there was no one else living on that floor, I had the entire floor to myself. Landlady and landlord - a middle-aged quiet couple - lived on the first floor.
As my friend and I settled in my room, and I was recounting my adventure with the man who didn't let me sleep, I started to feel more awake. As I kept talking, my friend listened and kept drinking his beer and in no time he finished six of them. Time was passing rapidly and around 10 in the evening, my friend and I figured that it may be a good idea for me to finally get some sleep - but, oh, not so soon.
I was in my sleeping clothes, the room was dark except for a seven day burning candle, which was lighting the ceiling with a soft glow. I was half gazing at the light reflecting from the candle flame dancing on the ceiling, and half falling asleep.
Out of blue, a strange and somewhat frightening sound came from my friend, very different from his own voice. Startled, I unconsciously blurted out "who are you?" as I was getting up ready to run for the bathroom. He forcefully grabbed me by the arm and in a deep voice yelled "You really want to know?"
My heart started to pound. I pulled myself away, rushed to the bathroom and locked the door. My friend soon became his "normal" self, knocked at the bathroom door and managed to convince me that I'm safe and that I can relax and return to the room. According to him, the entire experience was just an invention of my mind. He played innocent and ignorant of what was happening.
No sooner did we get back to the room, when the "other" returned. It is not only that my friend's voice and behavior changed, but there was a distinct difference in the atmosphere.
My heart was racing again and the first thing that crossed my mind was to sprinkle salt and water around, to cleanse the bad vibes. I didn't really have any instruction manual regarding what I was supposed to do in such situation, so I figured I should at least try different things until I hit upon something that works. As soon as I began sprinkling salt and water, this "other" burst out laughing with deep resonant laughter and yelled "It's futile!" - stretching the word "futile" to emphasize his point. I dropped salt and water and started thinking what else can I do to get rid of him.
I couldn't exactly rush down and wake up my landlady and say "Something weird is happening in my place, can you come and help me?" And I could go out on the street barefoot in my night gown - it was winter and there was about one foot of snow.
So I decided to phone another friend who was into esoteric stuff and may have some idea as to what should I do - or even better perhaps he can come and rescue me. While I was dialing the phone number, the "other" was looking at me with that victorious look of a cat who just cornered a mouse.
No sooner did I say "Hi" to my friend on the phone, when the line got disconnected. The phone wire was too close to the heater on the floor. The heater melted the phone chord and now I had no contact with the outside world. I was stuck in a situation. Nowhere to go, nowhere to run. I had to deal with what I had in front of me.
I don't know if you've ever noticed it, but there is a limit to how much fear you can experience. You can intensely scared for so long and then all the energy and adrenaline seems to be burned out and you just accept the situation and relax. I tried everything I could think of to get rid of this other - I couldn't think of any "weapon" to fight with it and I just surrendered and in that surrender I remembered God and love and oneness. I figured it I can't fight with this, I may as well establish some rapport with it and I began to send it love I could find within me. Then I started to repeat over and over "I love you. I am one with you. I love you. I love you."
Strange thing happened. Yet another voice / energy emerged through my friend and just made a comment that this "demon" cannot stand my vibration.
Demon? Oh, God, I don't really believe in demons. Could it really be a demon?
Than the "demon" came through and said weakly "I have to go now" and then added forcefully with whatever energy it had left "but I'll be back!".
Over the next year - on weekly basis, I had many encounters with that "demon" and many other beings. They felt real. And while my friend's behavior was distinctly changing his behavior and the energy coming through him felt different - whether these experiences were real, or were they a figment of my imagination or a well-done acting plot that my friend played is ultimately irrelevant.
The entire lesson of all of these experiences was one long lesson in LOVE. All of these experiences were teaching me consistently only one thing which was to become engraved deep within me - that love conquers all fear, and that when we choose to focus on love all fear evaporates into nothingness.
Spirit Releasement Techniques
The only essential difference between human spirits who seem to be stuck to this realm on the other side and all the other beings, including the "dark" ones - is that human spirits once had a human body and the others didn't. It is believed that some of the "dark" entities are just thoughtforms created by human feelings of anger, fear, resentment, pain and similar - and when you feel fear, anger and similar emotions you feed these entities / thoughtforms with your energy and you encourage them.
Those discarnate entities that are lost and confused are no more so than are people in this realm who are not aware of their true nature, which is love and light. Both human and non-human entities are kind of like a beautiful car that is all covered with the mud to the extent that the only thing you can see and that they are aware of and mistake for their true nature is the mud. The process of helping them simply involves removing the mud.
Both human and non-human entities seem to tend to avoid the Light because they have been taught to fear it. With humans, it may be that they are either denying its existence, or have feelings of unworthiness, whereas with dark entities they tend to believe that the Light will melt them and cause them to cease to exist. Darker entities simply have more fear - all of their screaming and kicking is just an expression of great fear which they don't know how to get rid of.
Spirit releasement entails helping both human and non-human entities to experience the Light, even by becoming aware that this Light is already within them. During spirit releasement people who facilitate the process often call upon the legions of Archangel (St.) Michael to restrain the dark entity until it is willing to listen. There is no violence in the process. The request is simply that the net of Light be thrown upon the dark one and that it be slowly tightened only until this one is willing to listen and cooperate. Some ask that the entity be encapsulated in a capsule of Light. This is done merely so that the dark one who is terrified of Light stops kicking and screaming and in order that can be helped.
The dark one may be then asked what he was taught about the Light. Some people who do spirit releasement may then ask St. Michael to blaze a shaft of light through the dark one, to prove to the dark one that the Light will not melt them or hurt them in any way. The dark ones feel greatly relieved at this point and some just plead for more Light.
Some people who do spirit releasement skip this part and just ask the dark one to look deep within himself and report what he can see. Most of them immediately say that they can see a little spark of Light. Few, who don't immediately notice it, are asked to look deeper. No suggestion is offered about the Light. The dark one is merely asked to look within deeper, until he reports on his own that he sees a spark of Light. He is then asked to keep on looking at that spark of Light and report what is happening. All of them report that the Light is growing bigger and brighter. This will make perfect sense to you, if you remember that what we pay attention to grows in our experience. The dark one is directed to keep on focusing upon that Light until all of his darkness is gone.
The dark one is then instructed to call other dark beings who are equal in his rank, who are lower than his rank and even his superiors and to instruct all of them to look at the core of their beings until they can see the Light and have this Light grow and transmute all the darkness. Then they all join the "rescue" legion of St. Michael.
Sometimes when these dark ones become first aware of the experience of the Light and they are instructed to call others and help them, they plead if they can just first for a while bask in the Light some more, and then come back for the others. They just can't get enough of the Light.
With human beings who are stuck, the spirit releasement process involves calling those who love and care for them from the Light to come and help them with their transition. They, too, when they have the first taste of Light, sometimes feel impatient to have more of the Light - they were practically starved for the Light - before they help others of their nature, who are still stuck nearby.
The person to whom these entities were attached is then instructed to fill all these vacated spots within with the Light, and to keep on surrounding himself with the Light on daily basis.
The effects of spirit releasement are as permanent as the individual himself is willing to keep his mind and heart filled with love and light. When people feel angry, upset, afraid, when they experience traumatic events, when they wish to abdicate their control through the use of drugs and alcohol, they open themselves again and again to new invasions.
Within the Light is the fulfillment of all of one's desires, though for anyone to really understand it - it is necessary to have an experience of the Light. Whenever someone feels that something is missing in his life, he is opening himself to energies that can fill it up, and these energies may be just as lost and confused as the individual himself. We attract into our lives, into our experience, whatever we focus upon.